Im telling you……

Hello everyone…Hyena.

I wrote so many things in this blog page. I love this blog page. But you know, after a while you want something new. New environment. New stuff. And so i change. I change to blogspot.

So here, i would like to tell you my new blogpage…

http://rokstaluna.blogspot.com/

Do visit it from time to time. And do gimme me a buzz when u visit…

Im not abandoning this blog page. Im a person who loves routine and same thing. Its hard for me to change to something new. I maybe might write in here again……some time….later…..

But http://rokstaluna.blogspot.com/ is my blog page now. Link me!  =)

XOXO….

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London

Hyena all…..

I feel very sunny today….  =D. Well this is gonna be a long post. If u wanna know about London from my insights, read on…..hehe

So as some of my friends already know, i went to London and France. Just came back Wednesday 25/3 ago. Many people ask, ‘hows London?’ So i’ll just talk abt my trip here. Im not gonna write like, “first day i went here and eat bla bla and then i went there and meet bla bla….and second day i visit bla bla and eat bla bla“. Boring like that isnt it? Eventho its a good and learning trip you can simply conclude that London is boring, when u read it. 

It was fun on average, tiring a bit. First thing i remember about london is….its cold. During my time, it was 5 degree Celcius. Hahaha….yeah, 5 degrees to paras beku. At first its fine. I was a bit eksyen and went out walking in London without gloves. Cos everybody there not wearing any (thats because they all are used to it……duh! silly me). I was trying to blend in ok hahaha. So there i was…without gloves. It is cold, but because you are constantly on the move, you can bear it. Its different than sitting on your chair at office and the air-cond is blowing 16 degree Celcius….that, you cannot bear. Its different.

Anyway, while i was walking around, i feel this numbing sensation on my fingers. I touch my hair, and i cant feel my hair. I touch the granite stone by the sidewalk at the park and i cant feel the grainy texture. Not long after that, i feel sengal on my fingers. It feels like touching ice. When u touch ice, after a while it feels like sengal right? (go try). Not very long after, my fingers actually hurt. Like u holding the ice a little too long (go try!!). So i went into Topshop store in Oxford Street to feel a bit of warmth. Stores over there have radiator (for the warmth), no aircond   (like….duh!…hehe)

Its unbelievable how the people can live there, like the temperature doesnt mean anything…like its just 29 degree Celcius. And Paris is just as cold. Damn! But Paris is a very stylish city. The people are pretty and they have style. But French people is unfriendly. They dont like English (the people and the language). Sometimes when u speak English, you can see that they dont really wanna layan you. They dont really speak English. Great if u can learn a bit of simple French when u wanna go. Yeah, they are a bit of snobbish. And yes, i went to Eiffel Tower.

The Londoners are not that friendly too. But they are better then the French. They can talk to you and tell you stuff about London. The locals there told us that, the people of London dont talk to each other. Like they travel in the tube everyday to work and they see many same people in the tube everyday. Still they wont talk to each other, ever! If u talk, you are crazy! I can see it, cos i travel in the tube everyday in London. No talking on the tube at all. Like its an underground rules in London. Most of them just read in the tube. They read books, magazines, newspapers…..maps!

When i go to a bit outskirt of London, the people kind’a change a bit. I went out until Bicester North and the people kind’a havoc and fun a bit. Maybe cos they are village people, so they are more friendly. I say village cos there are many crops. They have huge fields of crops. Ada banyak tanaman….so agaknye orang kampung la yg tanam2 ni sume.

Well, thats how friendly europeans are…haha. Its no wonder they say Asian like us are really friendly and nice.

Anyway, tubes are underground trains in London. They call it tube. And its really fast. You only have to wait 2 minutes everytime. 3 minutes tops. If we can have it here, there’s no reason for us to use cars anymore. It would really lessen the heavy traffic in KL. Its unefficient that they wanna restrict the amount of cars going into KL, when the public transport sucks like vacuum cleaners, Komuter to be specific.  (out of topic alert!!)

Well, food is not that hard in London. As Muslim, we gotta take care what we put in our body. The food gotta meet our standard. In London there are many spicy and heavy Arabic food. I love Arabic and Indian food cos they are spicy and full of flavour and aroma. There are also some halal Malaysian food in London. So its not very hard. In Paris, its hard to find food. Moreover some of them dont speak English well. We did found some halal food, so that was fine. But for other times, we only eat croissant…oh, and maggie….huhuuh.

Oh and the buildings are pretty. I love the buildings in Paris and London. They have their own look. The dont have many modern looking skyscrappers. But their buildings are one of a kind that very much say “This is London/Paris”. Its cos they have their own culture and way. The architecture is very much “London” and “Paris”. You cannot mistake if for any other city in the world looking at their buildings. They have like…..stone or granite for outer finishing for the bulding and they have carving on the stone. And most of the stone like beige or gray in colour. I dunno how to explain, but it looks unique - not very modern.

Sussex Garden has many Malaysians there. Its where i stayed. I can see many Malays there and Asian people. I see Chinese, but i cant tell if they are Malaysian-Chinese or China-Chinese cos everybody is wearing same thing…thick jackets. There are Indians (also cant tell if they are Malaysian) and Arabs. But that area has some Asians, and you dont really feel like an alien. When i go anywhere, i like to learn bout the culture and their way of living. I want to learn something when i get back home. I love to talk to the locals to get some insights. So i love to blend in and observe people and see how they communicate all.

Many europeans are snobbish for sure. And i kind’a feel like…..they’re lonely people living in a big metropolitan city. Its a lonely big city with lonely people. The tubes are quiet and nobody laugh or talk. Everybody has something to do and everyone walk by so fast even if they have nothing to do (i say nothing cos its sunday and they are not wearing work attire….still walk fast like dunno-what-to-say). Somemore they are eksyen. Also cos its a damn cold country. When u cold, ur nerve just feels lazy. So u lazy to talk, lazy to do anything active, lazy to be crazy, lazy to make jokes and laugh like hyena. So when u dont really talk, u only have urself (and maybe family members and also a bit of friends at home). But when i look at them, its really like….lonely. They have blank faces and they walk straight not looking left or right. I dunno…..its just my observations.

People, Malaysia is still the best place. Even on my way back to Malaysia, the plane is filled with 2/3 Londoners. Go figure!

Till next time….. x0×0

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Mraz Fever

Hyena All,

Y’know….i’ve always got problem to name my post. I can type what i wanna say in the body real fast….but will get stuck naming the post. Maybe cos i talk about several stuff in 1 post….so its not easy naming it. Like this particular post…..i donno what am i going to put as title. Anyway….

Life is better nowadays. Like i have nothing to worry about anymore. Like im living carafree. I have freedom from anything that might bother me. I breathe better, i walk and step more lightly and things just flow where they flow. I feel like now, things has gone the way it should. Like what Jason Mraz says in his songs…‘every little thing, is gonna be alright’….

A few days ago i went to Jason Mraz (his favourite color is green too =D)concert, and i think he’s awesome. I went with Din, Mukhriz with his wife - Ezreen and Mukhriz’s sibs. But we split up cos i really need to be watching him up front…hehe. I’ve always like him…his old songs like Remedy, Wordplay, You and I Both, Geek in the Pink and now….Im Yours, Lucky, Beautiful Mess, Details in the Fabric. He’s so simple….all he did was just sing and playing his guitar, but he did it so well. No silly and over dance moves, no glamorous outfit. He came out wearing cargo pants and a grey shirt and his trademark fedora hat. Thats it!….pure talent. Even in that simplicity he can look cute and sexy…. =p i miss him now….ehehhehe

 

 

 

 

 

 

He actually inspires me to practise my guitar skills more….he plays the guitar like the guitar was born together with him. Like its stuck on his body. Like he’s been playing since forever….

Will always be waiting for more of his work…. 

Anyway, i wont be writing much this time. Just, i was thinking….about switching to blogspot. Sometime ago, i did wrote in blogspot…but i realize, im writing alone. Dont really have friends in blogspot compared to friendster. But now i have some friends who write in blogspot and i realize the community is getting bigger. And blogspot have more application that you can add in your page. You can customize it and make it cool, your way. Im really considering to switch back to blogspot…..hehe.

Till next time folks……..xoxo  =)

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March

Oh hye……hyena, lions, giraffe, zebras…..and all my dear friends.

How are you all? Good? I hope everyone is fine. Im good. No, not good…great actually.

Valentines has passed. When was it again? 14th Feb is it?….ekekkeke. So how was it? Me, every year also i dont really celebrate. But out of the blue, i did got 2 pink roses and chocolate. I dunno i was getting anything….i wasnt ready at all! The pink roses are nice. But whats great is the chocolate. GDI, its heavenly! As a chocolate enthusiast, I almost fell off my chair eating it. Its from the chocolate boutique called Godiva Chocolatier in KLCC. Check it out  (”,)  (one big box of godiva chocolate is around RM1K)

Last weekend, there was a better thing than valentine’s for me. I went to a Golf Malaysia Open on the 15th. As a sport enthusiast, i enjoyed it. Din plays golf a lot…..(ape yg dia tak main. sume pun main. makin itam ler…ekekek). So he got free ticket, and i tag along. For people who think golf is only for old people and its a really boring game, you’re so outdated, seriously. Its a very classy game and everyone dress so smartly to the nines in the game (with perfume!), to hit the balls.

Collared shirt, cap, sunglass, leather shoes, belt. Its more of a game with yourself…testing your patience and concentration and pressure from elements around. Cos its not like other game like tennis or football…..where u have to over-run opponent, or u have to run to pick up a really fast serve. Golf is really playing with urself. Your own pace, your own strength, ur own ability. And i got so tired and heaving heavily while climbing the hills following the players. But i really enjoyed the pretty environment (golf course is always so beautiful) and when there was wind blowing……..nice. Well, I tried playing before, but i have such little patience that when my ball doesnt go the way i want, i went hitting the ground with my club (kayu golf tu) with such rage, frustration and impatience.

Anyway….thats golf….

March is such an eventful month for me. Really eventful with very interesting events. Well….one thing is weddings. Some of my good friends are geting married. Hammal going to build his family soon. And i feel so happy for him. After going thru everything, they made it. I really feel for him. And there’s also Bort’s wedding.

Bort: aku rasa, aku susah jumpe ko. so aku nak mintak alamat ko ni.

Me: alamat aku bort? nak bwat ape?

**thinking………..

Me: omg bort u getting married!….yeeeeyyyyy!! nak bagi kad kawiiinnn…..

Bort: yeeeeyyyy!……lagi yeeeeyy kalo ko dpt dtg.

Sometimes when people tell u they getting married, ur automatic reaction would be, ‘oh really? congrats congrats congrats‘. But for some people, ur reaction is a bit different. You have that happiness in you when u know the news. Maybe because they used to be so cool with you before and you know some of their past story. Hence the ‘over-reaction’ and joy. There were also invitation from some old friends who is just as close to me. Thank you for remembering me. Bulan 3 mmg musim kawan2 kawin….hehehe.

Other than weddings, there are also some other events. My high school, SMK(P) Raja Zarina is going to do a reunion at Hotel Concorde, Shah Alam. Thats so darn cool! Im so in. Then there’s Jason Mraz which im definitely going. 5 tickets are secured. My location is the pitt stand, just in front of Jason Mraz. Im gonna grab his legs and take his shoes off and bring it home. (he’s not very handsome anyway….a bit geeky, but nice music….eheheh). Then the mother of all event…im gonna go to London for a break. Its gonna be spring already…..but London is very cruel in terms of weather. Its gonna be so darn cold but without snow….. (just the other day, got snow for a while where all departure has to be cancelled)

There my events for March. Multiple weddings, Jason Mraz, Reunion and London. Oh well….

Till next time……take care all xoxo

 

pics of the golf tournament:

http://rokstaluna.multiply.com/photos/album/11/Golf_Malaysian_Open_2009

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Persistance

Oh hyena all….

Oh my god, im so tired. Played badminton full throttle just now, complete with full force smash and stretched leg so long to pick up the shuttle cock. My muscle all strained and my energy was drained a bit extraordinarily. Usually i play badminton silly. Never serious….i only laugh my ass off in the court, not really returning ball properly. Now my body all sore. Need a good massage…and maybe a hug…hehe. But anyway, it was a cool game….

I feel like sleeping, but suddenly i recall my conversation with my friend and he said my blog is a bit quiet nowadays. Its kind’a flattering to hear, especially when he said he follows my blog. And suddenly also i feel the urge to write….  =)

Anyway….

Weekend just ended. It was a working weekend for me, day shift. My “weekend” starts tomorrow anyway. Break for 2 days - monday and tuesday. During lunch at work last saturday, i went to Kelab Komuniti Cyberjaya and watch Din play futsal. There was a TM tournament. He scored some goal. I had always remember him as a good footballer. It’s great cos he plays football…and i love football (but darn he support ManUtd. cam takde team lain nak support kan). And there i was screaming outside the court, by the net during quarter-final. Its guite havoc….haha. His team got second place - naib johan. Lost by sudden death. U know what, I think they didnt win the final cos i wasnt there, screaming my lungs out. Cos i decide to get going back to office that time during final….hehe….but it was cool to get second place. Many team participated.

Anyway…….

Nowadays life is very simple for me. I manage to find the chance to do what i like. Life is so simple….just like la la laaa (lyrics from a song by Roxette). Like Marie comment on my blog last time, she said she need to find time to do what she likes too. Yes, do it. Find time and chance to do the things that u like and wanted. Im learning to play guitar….which some people might think, why now? Well, i like music. And before this i’ve learned piano (not finished, but can play laa). After i stopped piano, i just dont have the chance (money, time) to play another intrument. And now i got the chance and support to rock a guitar. Having a support is always great. Other than that, im baking and giving out to people, i take photos (tho not that good yet), having some nice and fun day out….and im loving the simple and humble life right now.

So find the time and chance to do something that u like. You maybe dont have a havoc night life every night, or socializing to the max….but it doesnt matter. Cos u are loving ur time, spending doing things that you like. Reward ur life that way….and you will appreciate life more and enjoy ur time.

Anyway…

My life just had a swift turn actually. Just a few months ago, i was a bit restless….even sad. Have u realize that ur heart is like another entity in u? Its like, ur heart is another being in u. It never listen to u….and eventho ur head said no, ur heart still wants it. Its like freakin schizophrenia!

Well, I had a very stubborn, dry heart, which doesnt listen to my mind. In fact, i think its got a mind on its own. So when my heart just melts for something, it will go get it (eventho its unrealistic and hard)….it will just go on like that. Until my head have to take charge and really be firm. If not, my innocent and bendul heart will continue being unrealistic and breaking itself…until it actually shattered one day. Well, a friend told me and make me realize, that persistance (the stubborness) is actually a flaw. A fatal flaw. Cos you will actually break urself. But now its great…the swift turn is towards something positive. Every single thing that happens, ada hikmah (the underlying reason)……its all in the hands of God that is never seen…but actually never fails to side with me.

So i think the thing is, follow your heart………WISELY.

Till next time. Take care all…..xoxo

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My litle story..

Hyena all…..

Have people ever come up to you and ask, ‘you orang apa?’. I had people coming up to me asking that, many times. Its unbelievably…ridiculous and funny. Im very amused and shocked when people say weird things like that, and before i can answer, my mouth would be gaping open for a while. Let’s see…..people had said that im a chinese-malay (mostly people say this), malay-philipines, i had people said that i look like a punjabi (i know! hahahahaha…too funky man!), people had even ask if im Malaysian! The guy at the bakery just now ask me, ‘you ada mix ke?’. And i said ‘ada, mix my mom and my dad’. Stupid qtion needs stupid answer….haha. Usually this happen when that person meet me for the first time….and sometimes random people. Like the bakery guy, or a PakGad. Some people have the weirdest perception. Im pure Kelantan blood for god’s sake….mis with Thai a bit.

Anyway….

Ive been wanting to write for sooooo long. But been a bit busy. Busy like PakLah. Oh no, i dont think so….that cant be. I think im busier than him. Cos he likes to sleep. Even im lacking in sleep nowadays.

So, what have i been doing? Well, a bit of this and that. I bake a lot nowadays. Giving out to people all (….with good reviews =). And taking orders (got my first order already for the cupcakes…..hahaa). Then i have my guitar lessons. And this guitar thingy, u gotta practice man. Cant just go to classes and not practice. Kalau macam tu, setahun pun tak pandai-pandai. And then editing my friend, Mar’s picture. This one took a lot of my time already, but it was fun editing. Then with my photography thingy. Still experimenting a lot with everything when i have the time. Been asking and discussing with experienced people. And also been hanging out a lot too nowadays….  =)

Well, i just got a new guitar. And i love it to bits. The name is Admira Fiesta. Its classical guitar, hand-made in Spain. The shape is smaller….3/4 size from the normal one. The fret is perfect for my small fingers. Perfect for a girl…..like me….ehehe. And yes, its expensive. Very expensive for a beginner actually, and i cant never afford it myself. Din gave it to me…..hehe. Well, that one time, we quarrel. We quarrel quite bad. Then i got home and dont want to talk to him anymore….maybe forever!

Then later that nite, he called me, asking me to come out. He was outside my house. With a heavy heart, i came out. And suddenly he hand me this big black bag, with a smile on his face………that when i look properly, the bag shaped like a guitar. My heart is pounding really hard when i realize it really is a guitar bag. I look at him with a blank face, gaping mouth, when i realize i actually shed some tears. Cos when i was at home ranting and being really mad at him, he can rushed out dash through the traffic jam to a music store and bought me that swell guitar to make me happy. He knew that i never need many things, never ask for many things, but i really want a guitar eventho i never ask him to buy. Right that moment, i become very sure that he loves me. Every part of me, inside and ourside. He knows me the most and he loves every bit of it. And i thought, if i have this kind of guy, there is really no need for me to find other guy. No need to get hurt chasing and finding other guy who may not love me like Din does. I will just love him back to return his love =). He may make a mistake before, and he realized it and make his effort to pujuk me, and he tried hard for so long.

And thats the story now. Some of my friends knows Din, cos our history goes wayyy long time before. We have a funky lot of mutual friends and our crowd is really big. We have a huge story, memory and experience to keep. Soooo……..thats how it is now. I guess the big story will continue  =)

And now, im taking guitar lessons with my beloved Admira Fiesta. And the busyness continues….

Till next time guys……take care all….

xoxo

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